Romance Sucks!!
There's this guy at school that I like. He's into a lot of the same stuff as me, like drama, choir, speech, Tim Burton, etc., plus he's got an awsome sence of humor and is super talented in about everything he does. The only problem is, he treats me like CRAP!
At first I thought that it was just in my head because even though he seemed to be avoiding me, he asked me to do a duet with him in speech this year. But the other day during play practice, I noticed he would go up to just about every one, including one of my friends, Amber, who he barely knows, and talk to them, but when I went up and said something to start a conversation, he threw me a cold reply and turned to talk to someone else. Then, I had to go on stage for a bit and he was with a group of my friends talking when I got back. The second I stepped into the circle, he turned and left. Even Amber noticed it.
I don't like his as much as I used to, but there's still an attraction and I don't know why. It's obvious that he wants nothing to do with me (other than this speech duet, which I might decide to pull out of) but I just can't help myself. I want to talk to him about it, but my mom says that doing that would just make matters worse. She's right, but I still wish there was something that I could do. It's so frustrating!
I have know idea what I'm going to do about this, and I don't want to make him out to be a bad person, cuz he's not. It's just this thing he apparently has against me. -bashes head against wall- Why does everything have to be so freaking complicated???
At first I thought that it was just in my head because even though he seemed to be avoiding me, he asked me to do a duet with him in speech this year. But the other day during play practice, I noticed he would go up to just about every one, including one of my friends, Amber, who he barely knows, and talk to them, but when I went up and said something to start a conversation, he threw me a cold reply and turned to talk to someone else. Then, I had to go on stage for a bit and he was with a group of my friends talking when I got back. The second I stepped into the circle, he turned and left. Even Amber noticed it.
I don't like his as much as I used to, but there's still an attraction and I don't know why. It's obvious that he wants nothing to do with me (other than this speech duet, which I might decide to pull out of) but I just can't help myself. I want to talk to him about it, but my mom says that doing that would just make matters worse. She's right, but I still wish there was something that I could do. It's so frustrating!
I have know idea what I'm going to do about this, and I don't want to make him out to be a bad person, cuz he's not. It's just this thing he apparently has against me. -bashes head against wall- Why does everything have to be so freaking complicated???
posted by Kitten @ 7:01 PM
3 Comments:
At 17/9/06 9:21 AM,
Anonymous said…
honey! I would run from that guy so fast it would make his head spin! Look, you are my cousin... and I want to help you! This kind of stuff is horrible, I know! but, get as far away from him as you can!
You have given your heart away to him, and he is trampling all over it! Pick your heart up and run, and let God make it whole again!
You know who...
At 18/9/06 9:49 AM,
katiescarlet said…
It's hard. I had a crush on a guy in jr high and High school for 4 years and he never was interested in me. Sometimes the feelings don't stop just because they aren't returned. God can get u thru this! And sooner or later, you will notice that you aren't thinking about him any more. And you will be wiser for having gone thru it.
God bless
At 20/10/06 4:54 PM,
Caitlin Summers said…
I can totally feel for you. Sometimes, it seems the only boy I like is the only person who doesn't like me!
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